You feel alone and it seems you are different from the majority. It’s what comes out from you naturally. You try hard to force yourself to go with the flow of other people but at the end of the day, you get drained. It’s because you are acting out in contradiction of who you really are. You are not speaking and not doing of who you truly are.
Oftentimes, you laugh when the situation expects you to laugh. You say and do on what’s expected from you. The general public is doing it and so you do it also as it’s required from the society you belong to. However, the real you just comes out. You can hear the loud cries of your soul as it’s trying to assert on what it wants to happen. Your mind would break up if your innermost thoughts are not heard. You are just so exhausted of living a life that’s controlled by external forces. You are now fed up with the usual system. It’s always this or that and not this or that.
You ask yourself, “What about what I strongly and consistently feel? What about what I personally think? What about my intuitions? What about my truth? What about the messages of my experiences? You must have said, “This is too much! Enough is enough! There must be another way. There must be another alternative.”
I say your spirit is starting to evolve. It has finally opened its eyes after a long slumber. Spiritual evolution has begun…